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So I am just sitting on my bed doing some laundry thinking and stuff lol. It is crazy to me the twist and turns that I have taken over the past few years...getting married, starting cosmetology school, getting two dogs, wanting and trying for a baby, graduating and getting my license, learning and growing into a better person. I have been married for close to three years and we have been trying for a baby for two of those years at first it was really hard and I did cry a lot but as the months have gone by it has gotten a little easier...don't get me wrong I still cry a little this last time was really hard for me and the last straw which is why I sold the crib...also making room for my nail table so I don't have to do nails on the floor anymore...ok I still do but I store everything on it hahaha. It has been kind of hard with like everyone around me being pregnant or has had a baby but I am happy for them now I can't deny that it wasn't hard then and sometimes it stil...

Well I actually finished my 2000 hours on Monday which felt amazing!!! And I totally passed my state written exam this morning as well so I sent in for my license around 10 ish. Now all I can do is wait till they go through the paperwork and send me my license!!!!! I don't know what to do with my days anymore I have nothing that I have to be at every day so I don't exactly have to get out of bed anymore lol which is nice cause getting up at 6:30 every day is so exhausting. Oh we finally sold the crib that we had in our spare room to make room for my nail table so now I can do nails at a desk and not on the floor lol. Still not pregnant and I don't know when or if I will ever be but I have my dogs and my family and nephews so everyday I am becoming more ok with how things have been going. I am just trying to take things one day at a time...which is harder than it sounds. But it does feel nice to be able to just sit and not have to hurry anywhere. I found the cutest pai...

Ok so the amazing news is that I only have 11 hours left of school!!!! Like a day and a hour and so many minutes. I can't wait my last day could possible be tomorrow depending on how late that I stay. I am finally on my way into the real world of cosmetology. No more school drama no more haters I can't hardly wait!!!! Christmas this year is going to be spent with the inlaws so it is going to be a little different for me because I won't see my family at all until new years I haven't actually seen them this whole month cause I have been trying to finish school and it worked obviously lol. Home life has become a little crazy with me going to school six days a week so I feel like I have kind of neglected Rita and Vixie but they are both so spoiled so I know they are ok. My husband keeps reading everything that I type on here after I write it. He likes to read over my shoulder a lot. Sorry reading next to me cause he isn't behind me. Well I should probably get off and sp...

Ok so another monday has rolled around to greet us and I am ready for it to be over!!! I spent the weekend up at my parents house and I came home last night and this morning vixie was throwing up and rita pooped in the kennel over night and was sick this morning so I emailed into school saying that I wasn't coming in and then set out to clean things up finish laundry and try to clean up a bit. Laundry is almost done apartment is still a mess but the dogs blankets are clean so vixie is laying by me an rita is on one of the blankets. Bruce tripped over rita while I was gone and messed up his shoulder he hasn't gone to the doctor yet for it he said if it was still bothering him on saturday that he would go. So hopefully there is nothing seriously wrong with he cause he avoids doctors like crazy so know him he will never go. I swear he wouldn't survive without me he doesn't even know to take tylonol for the swelling or pain what a dope huh. Still waiting on pictures b...

So we went and had a photo shoot on Saturday cause I decided since we didn't have pictures of us done in three years so I said it was time lol. But...they didn't turn out so good... :( so we didn't pay for them and we went to the person that I wanted to in the first place today and they turned out so amazing I love them and she isn't even finished yet :) I can't wait to see the ending results!!! I need to post some on here when she finishes them. I just love my two puppies!!! They, including my husband, mean everything to me!!! I love coming home from school everyday and having them so excited to see me they just won't leave my side. I am doing a little better with things but not all the way...I'm trying it is just hard. I do think it is time to expand my little family and so does my husband...no not with another puppy :)...but we will see what the lord has in store for us. Some times I wonder if we are supposed to adopt instead of me getting pregnan...

Yay I was so happy with the weather today I decided it was time to make chicken stew!!! I have been wanting it for months now but it has been way to hot and it is finally cool enough for hot stew. My girls are playing under me while I am sitting in the kitchen waiting for the rolls to warm up and the stew to finish cooking. OMG I bought the scotty McCreery cd today and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! Yummy my apartment smells so good. Oh so the hole is finally patched up but it still isn't done!!! neither is the spare room and they still have to redo the shower too...this place will never be done ugh....well I hungry so.... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

I don't know what it is I just feel so empty inside. My life is missing something. I think I am trying to fill that space with my puppies...I am not a mom to dogs...I am not a mom to anyone...and I think that is what hurts. I see all my friends and family having kids and doing things with their little families...and I sit at home with my dogs...I am missing the family part of this whole thing. I try cuddling with my dogs I talk to them I buy them sweaters and things but they don't know the difference to them I just feed them. We are trying to sell the crib that we bought and I think that might what kind of triggered it inside let alone all my friends having babies. Even my cousin is due next month and it just kills me. Why is it so easy for her to get pregnant...I have wanted one for two years now....and nothing not a damn thing...so I treat my dogs like they are my kids because I have nothing else...no one else. My husband talks about "when" we have a baby bu...

Well the hole was supposed to be patched up today but...he showed up three hours late and just sprayed again...so now that means another day with a huge hole in the bathroom and bedroom and another day where it is supposed to be fixed...we will see what happens tomorrow I guess. Although I have loved being home with my girls and just laying on the couch cuddling with them...I don't know where I would be without them... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

So we now have a huge hole in our bathroom wall because I found a leak yesterday that had gotten through to the spare bedroom floor and wall. So everything that was touching the floor next to the shared wall with the bathroom was moldy and had to be thrown out...and I mean everything. I had to throw out so many shoes and my hats and a beach bag I was in tears for a while yesterday!!!!!!! You should have seen the bucket this morning...we put a bucket on the floor to catch the dripping water and when I woke up this morning it was HALF FULL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so shocked. It has been leaking like that for over a month now and we didn't notice a thing. I only noticed it yesterday cause I went in to find a pair of shoes that I wanted to wear that day and I ran out the back door to catch the maintenance man to tell him. He unhooked things yesterday and came and started again today...hence the huge hole in the wall....and the hole in the bedroom wall as well. He had to throw ...

My kitchen light was out for about a week and it is finally fixed!!!! The stupid manager of the apartment doesn't do a damn thing!!!!!! But thank goodness for out maintenance man!!! He came tonight and fixed it and replace my porch light too and he is going to be coming back soon so that he can fix a wall socket and maybe fire the apartment manager and hopefully fix the rest of my apartment while I am still here. The dogs are getting along and Rita is doing better with potty training but still has a lot to go. Vixie does get jealous at times but that is getting better too. School is coming along but still not close enough for me. I am just ready to be done. I need to take the dogs out so I guess I will write more later... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

Well I am just sitting here not knowing what to do so I decided that I might as well get on here since it has been a little while. Umm Rita and Vixie and both doing good, and getting along very well. Rita is such a quick learner...except for the potty training part. She let me give her a little hair cut after she watched me cut Vixie's hair and then she also let me file down her nails after she watched me do Vixie's nails. So I don't understand why she isn't picking up on other things like to not pee on my floor...or my side of the bed while I am still sleeping...eating my clothes, shoes, make up, lids, lap top, toes...well you get the idea lol. They are sleeping next to me on the couch. What's funny is that they both show that they are mine. Vixie has always been mine straight from the start she sleeps with me sits by me sits on me and Rita is doing the same things...although the peeing on I can do without...I live when my girls cuddle up with me :) they are...

Well our first night with Rita was not the best of one she cried a lot but after I got on the floor and slept by the kennel and she realized that I wasn't going anywhere she finally calmed down and we got some sleep. The floor really hurts, I'm still sore from it lol. Vixie had a hard time with rita coming into her home, but after rita showed that vixie was the alpha dog vixie took a liking to her and now they are friends :)...thank goodness. I need to put up some pictures of them they are so funny to watch. After taking bruce to the doctor yesterday we were told that we did what we should have and that his hand was looking good and he just needed to take some cortozone pills for three days and that he will be just fine so that is a worry off my mind. I decided that I should probably take the week off because of rita to help get her started in potty training and what not. She has no pior training so it is very needed. She has been taking to potty training very well actua...

Ok folks we are almost down to a month of me graduating school and I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited to be able to start my career and the rest of my life. It will be so nice to get away from all this stupid drama and childish ways of girls I hate being around all of this. Umm anyways bruce got stung by a bee today and he is allergic so we have been watching him petty closely we got some benedril in him pretty quick and he pulled out the stinger so we will see how things go overnight. Still not pregnant lol but we are going to be getting another puppy within a couple of days I will have to post pictures when I can she is a min pin shitzu our neighbors got two and they are giving us one. She has the same coloring and vixie and she is actually cute lol not what you would think with the two breeds mixing but she is. We will need to focus on training her like vixie cause vixie is way calm and quiet and we will see how things go with her for the first few days I hope that she wil...

Ugh I had the worst night last night!!!! And there was no way that I was going to school this morning not with how I am feeling...no I am not pregnant. Wow I have been off birth control for almost two years and have nothing to show for it...don't get me wrong I am glad that I have had the opportunity to go and get my education and career off and going, and I love my puppy she is almost three, and it has been good just being me and my husband working through everything and trying to get better. The first year that we were married I went to every single softball game that he had the second year I went to a lot not as many as the first and the third year I have gone to...ready for this...THREE softball games and one flag football game lol pretty bad stats I know life has gotten really crazy over the past three years. My health has gone up and down we finally went and got bruce's heart checked and we found out that our chances of our babies having his type or any type of heard murm...

Well I haven't spent today much like I thought that I would. It started with getting out of bed early this morning to meet my parents out side my apartment to check out the washer they were going to trade with mine. So we pulled my old washer and we were about to put in the other washer till I noticed how much of a horrible condition that it was in. The washer that I have that I swear is like 20 years old is in better condition. So we took my old one back inside and hooked it back up and put the other one back onto the truck for my parents to just take right back to where they got it from. I feel really bad that they came down all this way just for nothing. I know it is a long drive and it does take a lot of gas. That took till like 10:30ish. Then I decided it was a good time to make home made oreos...so I did lol. They turned out so yummy...as usually ;). Since my husband and I didn't really have any plans cause we got ditched on we decided that we would do a bbq with out neig...

I PASSED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I am for sure taking my state practical TOMORROW I called and got it all fixed after I cried in front of the ladies who work there and are the instructors nice huh...ya ya ya I know I am emotional...that's what girls do right...and I did start my period then so that didn't help either. I will let you all know...or whoever reads this after I am done. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...Peace...Out...Homies...

Ok so I am so pissed off right now today was shot to hell as soon as I got out of bed. I started my period 12 days late THEN to top it all off!!!!! The state screwed up and wouldn't allow me to test today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bawled right in front of them when they told me I was ready to take it and be done and get ready for my other tests but no I have to RESCHEDULE and now I am supposed to take it next tuesday so that means I get to miss even more school which will just push my graduation date back....makes me want to cry some more. I am so ready to be done and even more ready to move back home to where people actually care about me and my well being. On a brighter side I got my picture taken in front of the Oscar Mayer Weiner mobile and I got silly bands in the shape of the vehicle and a weenie whistle. How cool am I??? Super cool...ok I am going now..... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

Ok so I am going to take my test tomorrow and I couldn't be more frightened!!!!! But it sure is nice to be able to get away from all the stress and drama at home in provo...although I really don't consider it home....I can't wait to move back up to davis county!!!!! Back home to where people actually like me and want me around. I can't wait to be done with my 2000 hours and get going with my career and away from all the drama and shit that should not even be around in the first place. I do love my new cd though...I so totally bought the phineas and frerb across the 1st and 2nd dimensions and it is freaking amazing it makes me smile!!!!!! My most favorite song on the cd is there's a platypus controlling me lol. Well I guess I better end this cause I am going to go to my little sisters tennis match pretty soon I will write more tomorrow maybe... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

Wow so I will be done with school by the end of November. I am going to take one of my two tests on Wednesday...and I am scared out of my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just worry what if I don't pass...what if I fail...what am I going to do...it would be a waste of my dads money...he is the one paying for my test. Ugh life is just so very scary. School just keeps getting so much harder and harder to actually go to. Have I mentioned lately that girls really aren't my favorite people in the world. And these girls down here especially make me very crazy angry!!!I really just want to move back home I don't belong down here anymore. I belong to be around my true friends and family again...I am ready to be really happy again not just faking it. I can not wait to be done with school and tests just so that part of stress in my life will be over. I am ready to move on and begin the next chapter of my life. I will write as soon as I can... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

Holy Hanna my back hurts like crazy!! But at least the Pratical class is over and I feel like I could take the test and pass with no problems the only problem is applying to the test and getting up there lol school just seems to keep taking all my time. Although I do have to brag about my client today. She was so funny!!! I was a master up seller lol while she was checking out she bought a straightener, two bottles of pure, and a bottle of fixation. I know you don't really know what those products are but they are AMAZING!!! Plus the straightener was a giraffe print!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How freaking sweet is that???? I want one so bad I absolutely love giraffe print!!!!!!!!!!! I am so jealous of her!!! Plus plus she set up a follow up appointment for her daughter to come in on Saturday so that I can cut her hair!!! How freakin sweet is that!!!!!! Like a ton lol :) the only down side of the whole appointment is that her ex came in and I learned all about him and he is super creeper!!!! He ...

Wow stress just keeps piling up :( I only have about four months left in school which means I have to get ready to take my state boards and find a job and a house perferibly up in davis county by my family and friends that I grew up with. Fighting with my husbands work just to be able to move up to davis county. Finding houses I love but probably cant have. Family problems, school problems, not being able to see what is ahead, money problems. Ugh can't I please have a break????? I thought that things were finally starting to turn around and they were at least for a little while. Things actually started falling into place then they fell apart yet again. I just need to be done with school so that I can focus on my marriage and moving away from provo I know I have mentioned it before but I really hate provo. I am trying to sell four snow tires and a bike just so I can have extra money for things that I need but all the calls we get don't ever find us a buyer people back out withou...

My tire effing blew on the free way!!!!! I can't freaking believe this my car isn't even a year old to me and the brand new tires that the couple put on before they sold it too me freaking blew!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so effing pissed right now I had a freaking anxiety attack on the side of the effing road!!! I don't have money for this to happen to me there are girls at the school screwing the owner over that means I don't get my money from her as soon as I was expecting!!!!! I HATE GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only have about four months left and now I won't get my money till I am basically done and I need that money!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I don't have time for idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry people just really piss me off and if I don't put it on here I will scream in their faces and like punch them a few times I don't put up with anyone's crap anymore I am so done letting people walk all over me I am me and you better like it if you want to be in my life. You al...

I skipped out on school today which is a nice little break lol I was at school for thirteen straight hours yesterday and I didn't sleep much last night so I decided that it would be best if I stayed in bed cause when I am tired I get angry super fast and I knew that if I saw certain people or if someone opened their mouth I would so beat them ahahaha. People just piss me off lately.I keep to myself more now than before I just need to get finished so we can move out of this apartment and into something bigger and better maybe a house. We are looking and places in lehi there are a ton of houses for sale out there and with his work we have to stay around here if like his computer goes down or something he would have to go into the office. I hate how tight money has gotten lately it scares me so much. I know that struggling happens and stuff but I would sure like a break it has been a huge struggle from day one for him and I. Fights, no money, family, church, school, work...and the lis...

Well I am up at my parents for this lovely 4th of July weekend and I am thinking I should start another blog and post all the pictures from the nails that I do and hair cuts and stuff like that...what do you guys think?? I would love opinions. I have done a lot of full sets of nails and I usually just post the on facebook but I want to have a blog dedicated to my talent and my work. It would be titled Not Just Nails...cause that is what I want to name my salon when I get one in my house. Holy crap it's so hot!!! I am like sweating just sitting here typing...It would be about the new me and how I am changing and growing up...this one would just be for my marriage and stuff with that...Ok I think I am going to start a new one lol you can still comment though :) Be sure to keep your eyes out for it!! ...Peace...Out...Homies...

As I sit here on my couch with my puppy next to me memories just keep flooding my mind...one inparticular...I was only about 16 or so and my mom and I were going to Sam's club to pick up groceries and on our way back we were driving on 2000 and we saw ths truck parked on the side of the road and it's windows were all fogged up like some one had been in there for a while so we slowed down to make sure everyone is ok when we saw fists swinging rapidly some one was beating someone else...and it had been for a long time...I wanted to stop so very bad but my mom said that we shouldn't because we had grocerires and we were just two girls what could we do...it still haunts me to this day that we didn't stop and help in some way. I know I could have gotten in trouble too but I wish we could have stopped and helped. Anyways on to better things cause that just makes me sad...I was in a self help class recently and it only lasted for a week but I feel so completely different in ju...

My husband and I went all over town looking for a laptop so that I could have one of my very own. We finally found one at 11:30 at night in the Lindon Wal mart and it was the last one lol. So we hurried in and bought it :). I love late night shopping there is like no one out so you get all the good stuff. So now we well I have a laptop that works so I can use something other than my phone to get on the internet...so let's see whats new...nothing really. Just still working at finishing school, still living in the same old place but looking for a new one, husband still working from home which is way nice, oh and I went and got vixie shaved lol she looks so different!!! I thought they were giving me a completely different dog when we went to pick her up!! I still don't recognize her sometimes...I decided that I will NEVER have her shaved that close again cause she is so much cuter with all her fluff lol :). I am loving life and thanking God for all the circumstances he is putting ...

So I went to the neurologist a little while ago and he agreed with everyone else...there is no medical reason for my headaches...he gave me a preventative medication to take every day and the side affects really suck! I can't tell if its helping yet either, only time well tell. I am a little over half way done with school so just a little bit longer then I'm home free lol. Well that's really all for now. ...Peace Out Homies...

Ok so there is like the smallest hole in my heart but it is not what is causing my headaches so I am at yet another dead end :(...i have one more appointment and it is with a neurologist...i doubt he can tell me anything. Ugh I feel like people are looking at me like I'm crazy but I'm not I am sick why can't they find an answer?? I've been patient so now its my turn to be pushy or maybe I'll just never get out of bed again...i would be ok with the second one...i guess I will post more later... ...Peace Out Homies...

Well tomorrow I go in for yet another this one is called an echo bubble study...this will test my heart too see if I have a hole in my heart like my sister had. I'm getting really scared for it. If they find one I will have too go on a leave and in for heart surgery and probably stay with my parents so they can help me recover. So I wouldn't see a lot of my husband for a while. I just want these headaches too stop I'm tired of taking so many pills :(...i will post more tomorrow when I get my results... ...Peace Out Homies...

Well the results came back normal which makes no sense what so ever!!! I don't understand how I can be so sick but be so healthy!!! Can some one tell me how on earth this can be??!! When my nurse called me and told me I cried :(. It isn't that I am not grateful that I don't have a brain tumor or anything I am just more confused because appearently I am normal!!! Stupid technical stuff!!! I am really struggling here and I don't know what to do!!! I just feel so alone and so helpless like I don't have a friend in the world ya know?...well of couse you don't know you are just a blog post...I mean I do have certain people that I can talk to but I just still feel so very alone... :(. I really don't know what is wrong with me...I feel so very broken inside and out and I don't know how to go about fixing myself. I feel like I am competing in something that I am never going to win at...friendship, family,school,marriage,just life in general...no I am not suicida...

So I am taking my three hour glucose test right now and its major painful!!! They just keep stabbing my arms trying roi find my viens but they are being sneaky...they are hiding....which is kinda dumb cause then they go swimming in my arm trying too draw blood!!! One nurse...bless her heart she feels really bad she went threw a nerve...which gusts like a mother!!!! But first hour down treaty more to go thank goodness!! My mom if with me cause bruce couldn't get time off work sad day huh that's how life goes sometimes. I'm laying in the bed with the light off cause my eyes won't so watering and my head hurts but I'm not allowed too take anything for it cause that would affect my tests...how two test ..to be continued...ok I'm back they got it on the first try yay :)!!! One more to go then I am going too stuff myself full of food....lol and gain more weight that I don't need!!!! Now to wait for the next hour. My thyroid test came back normal again which makes ...

So I went in for a second opinion this morning and he said it wasn't hypoglycemia that it sounds more like a seizure or a ... stroke. So now I am really scared...I don't know what too do anymore. I now have to go in for an eeg, mri, echo bubble study, glucose test, and to a neurologist still. I am going to be going through a ton :(. At least he took me off of the three medications and now I am only on one (thank goodness). The tests start this friday morning then another one saturday then one in april and one in may...way too spread apart!!! I just want to figure things out for once!!! More to come when I know more... ...Peace Out Homies...

Ok so I decided that I was tired of being over medicated so I called my old doctors office and they were able to squeeze me in this week...on Wednesday acutally...so I am going to drive up to my parents right after school probably arrive around nine (yuck) and my appointment is in the morning (double yuck) but I am so thankful that they got me in!! I can't wait till he takes me off all these pills...which I know he will...he will just schedule more tests than I would even like to think about. But I do know that he will get to bottom of this...cause the doctor I am going too now is doing me absolutely no good he doesn't listen to my questions!! Stupid him oh well I just want to stop feeling like a druggie lol. Well I am going to watch tv now and eat some yummy chips :) ...Peace Out Homies...

Well I went to the doctors yesterday and he put me on two more medications on top of the the one I have been on for over a month now. One is for my stomach and the other is because my headaches are overpowering the one medication. I think this naproxen is really doing a number on my stomach cause it kills from when I wake up in the morning to when I fall asleep and then it starts up again the next day. Like right now it really hurts I am just waiting for the stupid pill to kick in already to I can acutally function and be myself...who ever that is lol. I really need to do my nails today too they have grown out a lot and I am ready for a new color. My stomach sure hurts worse than my head right now. Oh ya...and he is sending me to a neurologist...I am really nervous about that...what if something is really wrong... :(. I don't want to go through more testing and what not all this stress is killing me I swear. I am watching Alice in Wonderland right now on my DVR I have nothing else...

Does anyone really pay attention to these things?? I mean really?? I love to just get on here when I am having a slow day or just to see how my friends are doing but I am not the best at writing on my own. I feel like I am slipping into this depression again and I can't get out of it this time. My puppy is at my parents so I don't have her and my husband is just clueless. I love him and all but I tired of him not really being here for me to talk and cry to him. School is getting so much more busy, the pills the doctor gave me for my headaches aren't working anymore so I am back to taking tylonol all day long. I don't really talk to anyone at school there is way too much drama it is insane!! I mean come on girls grow up!!!! I really just need a break from the world to get some rest and find myself again...because I don't know who I am or what I want or anything like that. I feel so broken inside and alone. I don't even feel missed when I am gone I feel like if I ...

I'm on pills for my headaches now which is nice but I feel like my family is pulling me in so many directions I don't have time too rest. So many people want things done its insane. And I'm super exhausted yay me lol. I know it sounds like I'm complaining a lot and I'm sorry if you think that I need a place too get things off my chest so I can move on and this is where I decided too do it. Bruce seems too think I'm pregnant but I still don't think so. He just wants one so bad...one of these days...probably months. Ok I'm getting off now... ...Peace Out Homies...

So I'm done trying too be everyones friend I am sick and tired of being walked on and pushed around I'm going too go into my own little bubble and ignore the world and just get through school...oh and I have more tests today so ya... ...Peace Out Homies...

Well let's see what is new...? A ton had happened in the past little while I am now a blonde but will be going lighter I am thinking about getting extensions cause my hair grows super slow and I'm sick....but I don't know what is causing it. I had blood work done monday but it didn't show anything so now I have to go back on for more tests and then a lot more waiting...oh and I am seriously going to KILL these HORRIBLE children who are making my head worse utah county kids are the WORST!!! But ya I had an attack on friday and we have no idea what caused it and have had a headache and stomach ache ever since then...and the pregnancy test came back negative do its not that. So on to more testing and hopefully there is a light at the end of the tunnel. More to come later. ...Peace Out Homies...

So I am thinking that I want to go lighter with my hair color again but I'm not exactly sure I mean I know I'm in hair school so I have time too just mess around with my hair a lot but I was wondering what you guys...(who actually read this thing lol)...thought. Right now I am a 6 rv and a 3 rv which is a red violet I have had this color for a while now and I'm ready for a change...and I'm tired of being really dark. So hit me up let me know what you think. ...Peace Out Homies...

So I am sitting in color class and my stomach is popping it's own bubbles lol I'm hungry. Bruce wants to throw a party for himself this friday cause he its turning 25. The last couple of days have been super crazy...but life goes on...sometimes lol. My friend its coming in today so I can touch up her roots and give her a hair cut and then I'm going home so I can do a fill on my nails cause they are starting too look bad not too mention I'm exhausted from only getting two hours of sleep the other night and a full day of school yesterday fun huh. I love that I can blog from my phone now so if I don't have access to a computer I can just log on where every i am. Well I should probably go before the teacher sees me. ...Peace Out Homies...

Well it's almost midnight twenty lol and I am wide awake which sucks because I have school in only a few hours write it's like I'm back in high school late nights and early mornings only this time it's much longer days. Well my first real saturday on the floor actually working on a client has come and gone, and I have too say it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be lol. The lady who came in wasn't too sure at first because of a previous experience she had at the school but by the time she was finished she was very happy with the end result and was glad she came in and I even talked her into buying an amazing product!! I was very proud of myself :). It's my husbands birthday on friday...i think lol I know that sounds bad. Our two year anniversary is coming up soon as well. Given our ups and downs I am glad we have made it this far. But the really scary thing is...he says that he is now ready for a baby...but I don't think that I am...I mean now that I...

Ok so I am officially working on the floor which makes me a junior. School isn't so bad but it's starting too drive me up a wall way too much drama and mean people lol I can only handle so much stress and they have taken me too my limit. Lets see what had happened over the last few months...the holidays have been very busy for bruce and I we did a ton of driving and arguing...and shopping cause I finally got some living expense money so I went just a little crazy buying things for my nephews and bruce. I went and got vixie fixed so she won't go into heat anymore which will be nice...for my mom especially... :). I miss all my friends and family being down here I get really lonely a lot. Don't get me wrong I have made a few friends so I'm not completely helpless...just lonely. Still not pregnant...which is no surprise... I will hopefully graduate sooner than really scheduled. But I should probably go cause we are about to start taking clients, so I will have to update...