Watching some tv

I skipped out on school today which is a nice little break lol I was at school for thirteen straight hours yesterday and I didn't sleep much last night so I decided that it would be best if I stayed in bed cause when I am tired I get angry super fast and I knew that if I saw certain people or if someone opened their mouth I would so beat them ahahaha. People just piss me off lately.I keep to myself more now than before I just need to get finished so we can move out of this apartment and into something bigger and better maybe a house. We are looking and places in lehi there are a ton of houses for sale out there and with his work we have to stay around here if like his computer goes down or something he would have to go into the office. I hate how tight money has gotten lately it scares me so much. I know that struggling happens and stuff but I would sure like a break it has been a huge struggle from day one for him and I. Fights, no money, family, church, school, work...and the list just goes on. I just would like a break my emotions are spent. I wake up wanting to just go back to sleep cause I don't feel rested which sucks. I have added pictures to my new blog you guys should check them out if you can see them I need to add the address to my facebook and stuff so people can find it and take more pictures of stuff I do so I can keep adding them. I love that I have lost weight though lol I am still losing it little by little I am hoping to get back to where I was in high school...around 105 to 110...I would love to be there again. But who knows right? Well I think that is all I'm going to write so umm......

...Peace...Out...

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