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I don't know what it is I just feel so empty inside. My life is missing something. I think I am trying to fill that space with my puppies...I am not a mom to dogs...I am not a mom to anyone...and I think that is what hurts. I see all my friends and family having kids and doing things with their little families...and I sit at home with my dogs...I am missing the family part of this whole thing. I try cuddling with my dogs I talk to them I buy them sweaters and things but they don't know the difference to them I just feed them. We are trying to sell the crib that we bought and I think that might what kind of triggered it inside let alone all my friends having babies. Even my cousin is due next month and it just kills me. Why is it so easy for her to get pregnant...I have wanted one for two years now....and nothing not a damn thing...so I treat my dogs like they are my kids because I have nothing else...no one else. My husband talks about "when" we have a baby bu...

Well the hole was supposed to be patched up today but...he showed up three hours late and just sprayed again...so now that means another day with a huge hole in the bathroom and bedroom and another day where it is supposed to be fixed...we will see what happens tomorrow I guess. Although I have loved being home with my girls and just laying on the couch cuddling with them...I don't know where I would be without them... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

So we now have a huge hole in our bathroom wall because I found a leak yesterday that had gotten through to the spare bedroom floor and wall. So everything that was touching the floor next to the shared wall with the bathroom was moldy and had to be thrown out...and I mean everything. I had to throw out so many shoes and my hats and a beach bag I was in tears for a while yesterday!!!!!!! You should have seen the bucket this morning...we put a bucket on the floor to catch the dripping water and when I woke up this morning it was HALF FULL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so shocked. It has been leaking like that for over a month now and we didn't notice a thing. I only noticed it yesterday cause I went in to find a pair of shoes that I wanted to wear that day and I ran out the back door to catch the maintenance man to tell him. He unhooked things yesterday and came and started again today...hence the huge hole in the wall....and the hole in the bedroom wall as well. He had to throw ...

My kitchen light was out for about a week and it is finally fixed!!!! The stupid manager of the apartment doesn't do a damn thing!!!!!! But thank goodness for out maintenance man!!! He came tonight and fixed it and replace my porch light too and he is going to be coming back soon so that he can fix a wall socket and maybe fire the apartment manager and hopefully fix the rest of my apartment while I am still here. The dogs are getting along and Rita is doing better with potty training but still has a lot to go. Vixie does get jealous at times but that is getting better too. School is coming along but still not close enough for me. I am just ready to be done. I need to take the dogs out so I guess I will write more later... ...Peace...Out...Homies...

Well I am just sitting here not knowing what to do so I decided that I might as well get on here since it has been a little while. Umm Rita and Vixie and both doing good, and getting along very well. Rita is such a quick learner...except for the potty training part. She let me give her a little hair cut after she watched me cut Vixie's hair and then she also let me file down her nails after she watched me do Vixie's nails. So I don't understand why she isn't picking up on other things like to not pee on my floor...or my side of the bed while I am still sleeping...eating my clothes, shoes, make up, lids, lap top, toes...well you get the idea lol. They are sleeping next to me on the couch. What's funny is that they both show that they are mine. Vixie has always been mine straight from the start she sleeps with me sits by me sits on me and Rita is doing the same things...although the peeing on I can do without...I live when my girls cuddle up with me :) they are...

Well our first night with Rita was not the best of one she cried a lot but after I got on the floor and slept by the kennel and she realized that I wasn't going anywhere she finally calmed down and we got some sleep. The floor really hurts, I'm still sore from it lol. Vixie had a hard time with rita coming into her home, but after rita showed that vixie was the alpha dog vixie took a liking to her and now they are friends :)...thank goodness. I need to put up some pictures of them they are so funny to watch. After taking bruce to the doctor yesterday we were told that we did what we should have and that his hand was looking good and he just needed to take some cortozone pills for three days and that he will be just fine so that is a worry off my mind. I decided that I should probably take the week off because of rita to help get her started in potty training and what not. She has no pior training so it is very needed. She has been taking to potty training very well actua...

Ok folks we are almost down to a month of me graduating school and I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited to be able to start my career and the rest of my life. It will be so nice to get away from all this stupid drama and childish ways of girls I hate being around all of this. Umm anyways bruce got stung by a bee today and he is allergic so we have been watching him petty closely we got some benedril in him pretty quick and he pulled out the stinger so we will see how things go overnight. Still not pregnant lol but we are going to be getting another puppy within a couple of days I will have to post pictures when I can she is a min pin shitzu our neighbors got two and they are giving us one. She has the same coloring and vixie and she is actually cute lol not what you would think with the two breeds mixing but she is. We will need to focus on training her like vixie cause vixie is way calm and quiet and we will see how things go with her for the first few days I hope that she wil...