Diong some laundry

So I am just sitting on my bed doing some laundry thinking and stuff lol. It is crazy to me the twist and turns that I have taken over the past few years...getting married, starting cosmetology school, getting two dogs, wanting and trying for a baby, graduating and getting my license, learning and growing into a better person. I have been married for close to three years and we have been trying for a baby for two of those years at first it was really hard and I did cry a lot but as the months have gone by it has gotten a little easier...don't get me wrong I still cry a little this last time was really hard for me and the last straw which is why I sold the crib...also making room for my nail table so I don't have to do nails on the floor anymore...ok I still do but I store everything on it hahaha. It has been kind of hard with like everyone around me being pregnant or has had a baby but I am happy for them now I can't deny that it wasn't hard then and sometimes it still is but I take every day as it comes and that is the best that I can do...the peanut butter m&ms are helping :). Sometimes I wonder if I am supposed to adopt at least I think about it a lot. It wouldn't be a horrible thing just expensive and hard. I have talked to a few people who have adopted and it is crazy what you have to go through. All I can do is take it one day at a time and I try, some days I do better than others, but I am getting there. I guess I better log off and see what else that I can get done around this place...


...Peace...Out...Homies...