My stress keeps getting bigger...

Wow so I will be done with school by the end of November. I am going to take one of my two tests on Wednesday...and I am scared out of my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just worry what if I don't pass...what if I fail...what am I going to do...it would be a waste of my dads money...he is the one paying for my test. Ugh life is just so very scary. School just keeps getting so much harder and harder to actually go to. Have I mentioned lately that girls really aren't my favorite people in the world. And these girls down here especially make me very crazy angry!!!I really just want to move back home I don't belong down here anymore. I belong to be around my true friends and family again...I am ready to be really happy again not just faking it. I can not wait to be done with school and tests just so that part of stress in my life will be over. I am ready to move on and begin the next chapter of my life. I will write as soon as I can...


...Peace...Out...Homies...

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