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I start school August 23 and I am so very excited...but super nervous!!! I mean honestly I haven't been in school for a little while now or worked in over a year so ya this will be all brand new to me. I can't wait to start, but then again I can lol. We were able to get grants and also student loans so most of school we won't have to pay back which is way nice. We are also getting extra for living expenses which will be way nice too. Just thought that I would let you guys know lol. :) Peace Out Homies

Brandon Curtis took his final breath last night. His father in Heaven decided it was his time to return home. Thank you for those of you who prayed for him and his family. Please continue to pray for his family they surely need it at this time of sorrow. They are keeping him on machines so that he will be able to donate organs to people who really need it. He will be missed.

My husbands cousin was in a very serious accident this morning. He is the one that is in very critical condition from the roll over in the Springville High School parking lot this morning. He is possibly brain dead and we aren't sure if he is going to pull through. They are going to keep him on life support throughout the night and perform more tests in the morning. His name is Brandon Curtis, please keep him and his family in your prayers and your hearts. They are going to need all the comfort that they can possibly get. They need help in getting through this trial in their lives...

Ok so I talked to the owner of Image Works today and I think that I might just enroll there as soon as I can get funding!!! Plush they will put me through a nail course, make up course, and a full cosmotology course. And they have a personal trainer that I get to go to for free and a counselor and fashion consultant and everything I could wish for!!!! I can't wait to go and talk to her on Wednesday!!! I think that my life might be turning around finally :). Yay Me!!!!! Peace Out Homies

Ugh this heat is making me sick I can't stand it anymore I need to move like now!!!!!!!! Freaking I wish it was pouring rain and freezing outside like NOW!!!!! I think this heat is going to kill me. I gave my puppy a hair cut cause she has got to be dying from the heat as well. My stomach is upset from all this stupid heat its horrible. I swear it is like 80 degrees in here!!! I hate it here and I don't want to have to be stuck with his family for a week at bear lake some one please hide me in a place with air conditioning!!! Peace Out Homies

Wow ok so my husband and I throw out our trash last night and this morning it is all over our front lawn and this isn't the first time that it has happened. We have three little neighbor girls that like to jump in the dumpster and pull out my trash and play with it for some weird reason. They put a pickle jar in their fridge that I threw out and a broken bird feeder and boxes and just junk!! Honestly their parents really should be teaching them better and actually keeping an eye on them while they are playing. Did I mention all of the kids are under the age of 8??? It is getting to the point that I can't even throw out my own trash anymore because it will just end up on the front lawn. I really need to move like today!! But some one has to hire me first...so PLEASE SOMEONE HIRE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get away from this I want to be able to throw something away and let it stay there geeze!!! If you have any suggestions pleas feel free to tell me... Peace Out Homies

Ok well the nurse called me this morning and told me that the Doctor looked over the results and he said they were normal so my ovaries are causing the problem. And the only options that I have (cause they can't test them to find any specific problem) all I can do is wait till I turn 21 to see if they mature by then and I go back to normal or take a pill that will cause over stimulation. But the pill will double everything and I mean everything!! So My husband and I think that what is best is waiting till I turn 21 so that when I do get pregnant it will be safer...at least a little. So let the waiting begin. I will keep you all updated. Peace Out Homies

Oh my goodness I can't stand this I should really be asleep right now but instead I am wide awake with now chance of sleep in sight :(. This is why I drug myself I mean honestly I think that I need to be put on a sleeping pill or something this is driving me crazy. My husband falls asleep like super fast but me I stay up forever because my mind and body hate me and like to make me suffer!! On the plus side I am supposed to hear back from the doctor in a few hours. They better call me at least cause I am tired of waiting for the stupid results...I NEED TO KNOW!!!!!!! Of course this heat could be adding to the fact that I am still up. I swear it is like 80 degrees in my apartment no lie!!! No air conditioning is really killer in Provo. All we have is two fans blowing the stupid hot air around our place making it stuffy and gross!! No wonder I am always waking up sick in the morning!!! No I am not pregnant. Heat just really makes me sick :(. We upgraded our Comcast package so now I ha...

Blah it is way too hot in my apartment!!! I can't stand it!!! So now I won't hear back from the Doctor till Wednesday :( at least I know why they are taking so long so I am not as upset. Meanwhile my new nephew is so cute!!! I just wished that I lived closer so that I could see him and his brothers more :( I miss them so very much!! So the time I do get to be with them is very important to me. Ugh ok so my stomach is making me want to puke so I should probably eat something...maybe... I for sure am going to get a Pepsi :). Peace Out Homies

It has been a tough year and how ever many months it is now. I am stressing waiting for the results from my blood work so I know what kind of medication I have to be on and my husband might have the flu so if he does then I will have to cancel my nail appointment and won't be able to see my sister and her new baby for a while. I hate living so far away. It isn't fair. I miss my family so much it hurts. I ache inside every time I have to leave and go back home. I cry all the time especially when I talk to my nephews and they say how much they miss me and want me to stay at their house. They get so mad when I tell them that I have to leave. What does the Lord want me to do? What does he want from me? I don't know if I can take much more of these trials they are tearing me apart. I just don't know what to do anymore...

Well I think that Bruce and I are finally on our way to getting some answers. Dr. Ludlow is awesome I really like him!! He said that after stopping birth control the longest my body should have been like this is four months and I am around six months or so which isn't good. He sent me over to the Hospital for some blood work and now I have to wait for a phone call. If it is any of the things that is wrong with me then to fix it is a perscription for a pill of some sort...(which I am really bad at swollowing)...but he said that I could just crush them up or something and that would be just fine. I am babysitting this morning and man am I tired haha. She is a way cute girl just not having the best morning. All she wants to do is sleep right now which is ok because she has been sick the last little bit so she needs all the sleep that she can get. So I guess I better get a few things done while she is sleeping again. Peace Out Homies

My sister finally had her baby this morning but I don't get to see him till this weekend :(!! He is going to be so cute my sister always has cute babies!!! This is her third boy in a row haha she will sure have her hands full now. I love my nephews so much I don't know what I would do without them!! Now I just need one of my own...some day. I go and see the Doctor today so wish me luck!! I really hope that he can give me answers instead of making me cry!! Ahhh crazy day already Peace Out Homies!!