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My tire effing blew on the free way!!!!! I can't freaking believe this my car isn't even a year old to me and the brand new tires that the couple put on before they sold it too me freaking blew!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so effing pissed right now I had a freaking anxiety attack on the side of the effing road!!! I don't have money for this to happen to me there are girls at the school screwing the owner over that means I don't get my money from her as soon as I was expecting!!!!! I HATE GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only have about four months left and now I won't get my money till I am basically done and I need that money!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I don't have time for idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry people just really piss me off and if I don't put it on here I will scream in their faces and like punch them a few times I don't put up with anyone's crap anymore I am so done letting people walk all over me I am me and you better like it if you want to be in my life. You al...

I skipped out on school today which is a nice little break lol I was at school for thirteen straight hours yesterday and I didn't sleep much last night so I decided that it would be best if I stayed in bed cause when I am tired I get angry super fast and I knew that if I saw certain people or if someone opened their mouth I would so beat them ahahaha. People just piss me off lately.I keep to myself more now than before I just need to get finished so we can move out of this apartment and into something bigger and better maybe a house. We are looking and places in lehi there are a ton of houses for sale out there and with his work we have to stay around here if like his computer goes down or something he would have to go into the office. I hate how tight money has gotten lately it scares me so much. I know that struggling happens and stuff but I would sure like a break it has been a huge struggle from day one for him and I. Fights, no money, family, church, school, work...and the lis...

Well I am up at my parents for this lovely 4th of July weekend and I am thinking I should start another blog and post all the pictures from the nails that I do and hair cuts and stuff like that...what do you guys think?? I would love opinions. I have done a lot of full sets of nails and I usually just post the on facebook but I want to have a blog dedicated to my talent and my work. It would be titled Not Just Nails...cause that is what I want to name my salon when I get one in my house. Holy crap it's so hot!!! I am like sweating just sitting here typing...It would be about the new me and how I am changing and growing up...this one would just be for my marriage and stuff with that...Ok I think I am going to start a new one lol you can still comment though :) Be sure to keep your eyes out for it!! ...Peace...Out...Homies...

As I sit here on my couch with my puppy next to me memories just keep flooding my mind...one inparticular...I was only about 16 or so and my mom and I were going to Sam's club to pick up groceries and on our way back we were driving on 2000 and we saw ths truck parked on the side of the road and it's windows were all fogged up like some one had been in there for a while so we slowed down to make sure everyone is ok when we saw fists swinging rapidly some one was beating someone else...and it had been for a long time...I wanted to stop so very bad but my mom said that we shouldn't because we had grocerires and we were just two girls what could we do...it still haunts me to this day that we didn't stop and help in some way. I know I could have gotten in trouble too but I wish we could have stopped and helped. Anyways on to better things cause that just makes me sad...I was in a self help class recently and it only lasted for a week but I feel so completely different in ju...

My husband and I went all over town looking for a laptop so that I could have one of my very own. We finally found one at 11:30 at night in the Lindon Wal mart and it was the last one lol. So we hurried in and bought it :). I love late night shopping there is like no one out so you get all the good stuff. So now we well I have a laptop that works so I can use something other than my phone to get on the internet...so let's see whats new...nothing really. Just still working at finishing school, still living in the same old place but looking for a new one, husband still working from home which is way nice, oh and I went and got vixie shaved lol she looks so different!!! I thought they were giving me a completely different dog when we went to pick her up!! I still don't recognize her sometimes...I decided that I will NEVER have her shaved that close again cause she is so much cuter with all her fluff lol :). I am loving life and thanking God for all the circumstances he is putting ...

So I went to the neurologist a little while ago and he agreed with everyone else...there is no medical reason for my headaches...he gave me a preventative medication to take every day and the side affects really suck! I can't tell if its helping yet either, only time well tell. I am a little over half way done with school so just a little bit longer then I'm home free lol. Well that's really all for now. ...Peace Out Homies...

Ok so there is like the smallest hole in my heart but it is not what is causing my headaches so I am at yet another dead end :(...i have one more appointment and it is with a neurologist...i doubt he can tell me anything. Ugh I feel like people are looking at me like I'm crazy but I'm not I am sick why can't they find an answer?? I've been patient so now its my turn to be pushy or maybe I'll just never get out of bed again...i would be ok with the second one...i guess I will post more later... ...Peace Out Homies...