One week tomorrow...

Well it has been two years since my brother left to serve his mission and on Wednesday the 19 he will be flying in at 3. It is crazy to think how fast time has flown by. Soon after that I will be starting beauty school and hopefully getting a car. Growing up is weird. And I still don't know what to do about my puppy I am worried about her. That is way too much time for her to be alone during the day. I refuse to leave her in her kennel for that long that is abuse and I will not do that to her. So I really need to find someone to help me take care of her during the day but I don't know who to ask cause the kids will be in school. Drama is in the air as well which makes it even worse right now. When are things going to finally chill out and start turning around for the better?? I can't wait to start school and then things will hopefully make me feel better about myself and where things are right now. I think that I might start doing the 30 days of pictures or something that my friend is doing because it will give me something to do and be able to take more pictures than I already do lol. Well I am gonna sign off cause I want to watch Teen Mom. So...


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  1. CandaceAugust 11, 2010 at 11:34 AM

    I am addicted to Teen Mom haha I hope everything works out girl

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  2. chickflicks46August 11, 2010 at 2:45 PM

    Well I officially start at 8 am August 23 I am so scared!!!

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