Almost 30 weeks

Well I have to say that through this pregnancy I have been very blessed. I honestly have no complaints about being sick or throwing up or anything. Bruce has been such a huge help with everything. All my crazy emotions and out bursts on top of working two jobs. I get so lonely sometimes because I miss him so much but he is doing all he can to provide for me and the baby. I appreciate him so much I don't know what I would do without him. They are still saying that we are having a girl so that is what we went and registered for and I just loved how excited he was picking things out and scanning them in. It helps me to see how excited and happy he is to have this baby. I stopped working earlier than I expected to because of stress and family things so I am home now just trying to get things ready for this little bug to get here. We have her bed all ready to go and I already started packing her bag to come home with. I am scared and excited to become a mom. It will be the start of a new chapter in our lives...a very big chapter but I think that we are ready for the most part...can you ever really be ready. I smile to myself every time I feel her moving because our due date is getting so close and she will soon be here. She is so funny during an ultra sound. She was kicking the doctor while we were looking at her head and stomach but as soon as we tried to look between the legs she completely froze. I have one stubborn child already...like mother like daughter lol. I am happy that Bruce and I have been able to buy some of the big things for our baby I know we wouldn't have been able to afford this even a year ago. Good things come to those who wait right...even though waiting for this baby was so hard and emotional that sometimes I didn't know if we were going to be able to have a baby. But we have her now and we are looking forward to the day that we will get to meet her for the first time. Well I guess I will go for now and watch Dance Mom's :)

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