The news is out!!

Well the secret is out Bruce and I are finally expecting our first child. Our due date is May 5, 2013 so a long way off. It still doesn't feel real to me our insurance is dumb so the next time that we will even see the baby is in December when we find out if it is a boy or a girl and if everything is ok with the heart. I worry so much that something will go wrong I know that I shouldn't but I do. One thing that I can say is that I get angry so much faster and easier over everything. I hate it but all these extra hormones and what not are messing with me. I am only about 10 weeks give or take a few. Our next appointment is October 26 but I think we only get to hear the heart beat for the most part, I don't quite know what else they will do. I hate feeling so angry and upset all the time I don't know how to change that either. I am still working over at Salon 56 is Clearfield but that isn't the best environment for me to be in either. Well I guess I better go for now so I can get some things done.

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  1. Nick & Autumn Van KomenOctober 17, 2012 at 11:59 AM

    Congratulations my friend. I can't wait for you two to finally have a baby. I am seriously so happy for you! Let me know if you need anything! Even if it's just venting ;)

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