Packing up...

Well I am excited to say that I get to move back to Davis County and I can't wait...although I can do without the packing lol. I am so ready to be gone and done with Provo and the rude people here. I know I am not the nicest person ever but meh I am just ready to put them behind me. I am ready to be back up with my family and friends. I feel like it is a start to a new chapter. We have been in Provo since we got married which is just shy of three years....feels like forever. We still have tons to pack which is usually the case cause it is just boring and I get bored easy lol so I would rather watch tv...I get bored doing that too. I have had a few dreams now about a baby boy and girl. The boy's name is Bretlee and the girls name is Kapree. They are so sweet and cute and so very happy. I just am waiting for the day to meet them whenever that will be. Last night I had a dream about Bretlee I was just taking care of him looking at him talking to him. He was smiling back at me and giggling. I can still remember holding him and how it felt. Some day I hope to experience this for reals. Maybe with this move brings a new beginning and new hope for us to have a baby...at least that is how I have been feeling. I feel like this is our chance to start a brand new chapter. New home new area new friends maybe new baby. Ugh I don't know bruce just makes me feel crazy to feel this way. I guess I am just really ready for something new. Well I guess I will go I am watching Ghost Hunters International...pretty good show...

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